My baybee ..

Aight so yesterday the sun was shining bright out here in Holland & i was feeling mighty sexy ;0) We went shoppin' till i literally couldn't walk anymore. Came home feeling brand new, we ate & chilled till Brooklyn did something she does on a daily, but this time went terribly wrong. She ran through the apartment & all of a sudden she fell and bumped her head sooooooo damn hard it felt as if my heart stopped beating !! I looked at her and her face was blue like instantly. So we went to the emergency room to check if she was okay which was the case THANK GOD! Her eye & cheek are blue and I feel so extremely bad for my poor baby. The moment she fell it really felt as if my heart got ripped out of my chest :(

She's doing pretty good today .. laughing & playing again so i am somewhat relieved though everytime i look at her it hurts me to see her like that. I am so careful with my babies, but when something like this happens it makes you realise there are certain things you just can't controle. Being a mommy is the most wonderful thing ever, yet being a mommy is the toughest job ever. It probably won't be the last time so i really have to prepare myself & man up when it comes to stuff like this.